* Drama….. Pictures….
Posted on October 16th, 2008 by lane. Filed under Daily Life.
Today is the 3rd day since Nenek passed away and there was a prayer session, a makan session and a sprucing/cleaning up session.
My mind has been a mess of late with so many things happening and so little time to really absorb all of it.
Its like standing in the eye of a cyclone and not knowing where to look or what to do.
I’ve not really gone back to my home for months. I’ve not really been able to just be myself.
Last month was spent fasting and trying to do good mentally and physically. After that was the celebrations. Now I’m going through granny’s death.
I don’t show it, I don’t say it but I feel it and I’m tired.
For once since my journey back from Munich, do I feel like I’m ready for another 6 months away….
Some people may take it that I indulge in Anti social behaviour, but that’s far from the truth. My job is like a damn PR/Marketing/ Part time Design job. Juggling my personal and work has been a true bitch. I swear. There is no line to divide my personal and work time. Its always overlapping. My friends, you know what the hell I am taking about.
Enough about me. I’m sad. I cancelled a gathering with some of my sweetest frens this weekend…. I cancelled any work plans….All I have the strength to do is to go back to my home and see my mom and dad and my sis…. and maybe my brother. I just want to walk around bra- less and I want to sit like a guy. I wana scold my sister and listen to my dad ramble on about his gazillion business propositions.
I want to feel alive. DAMN IT……….. I just wana scream my lungs out and fall into a bed of cotton and fall into a beautiful sleep and….. I dunno…
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LEt’s PUMP some Happiness into this unhappy post:
1) last week b4 all the sad news came about …. Sports Day:
Me looking like crap… I just climbed a ROCK inflatable thingy K !
WANT SOME EVIDENCE?
Tying my hair & Freaking OUT!
OMG what did I get myself into? Looking around for the person who got me into this..
OMG, I can actually pull myself up… I didn’t know I had a fan base watching me….. hahaha
My butt was the BUTT of JOkes…..
There were 4 GROUPS taking part in this competition. I was the only girl. MY TEAM WON K!
YEA … We had fun 
Jumping around and acting like MONKEYS!
2) HARI RAYA 2008… This year our photos didnt really turn out so nice… not sure what happened really!
3) When all else fails, grab a coffee…..at MAC DONALDS!
4) In the past few weeks, I managed to Match Make 2 of my friends. Things seem to be going really smoothly right now. They are super into each other.
5) I designed a tissue packet. ITS SO UBER COOL. When I get my hands on the real sample, I’ll post pictures of it up on this blog !!!
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Okie… I feel happier now that I’ve put things into perspective and this blog post had been more therapeutic than I expected it to be.
Sleep Well PeePs ** WINK WINK**