I love this song from one of my favourite animes- SAMURAI CHAMPLOO
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Sometimes when i come back from a fucking long & mind boggling & spirit sapping day at work,
i go into a total hibernation mode and i dont even have the freaking mood to sit with family to yack.
I used to wonder why my Dad would be so quiet at home but would yap constantly with his clients.
I think i am enlightened as to why he was like that. Work saps your energy and that’s a fact!
I have become what i detest. An introvert who just loves to hide in the comfort of home after work.
I guess it’s cause we all play this game at work and when we come home, we know we can be ourselves and not have to worry.
Life is short. I rather spend more time yapping with my Mom than my boss. I rather never have to talk to scumbags but i do.
I used to tell Mas in his younger years that he was such a sociable monster and i could never be ” fake” like him… but i know some things just cannot be prevented. Some things just aren’t so black and white.
I am scared of what i am becoming. A strategist. An adult. A plastic working adult.
The Fucking Awesome INCUBUS ( Accoustic ):
“Love Hurts”
Tonight we drink to youth
And holding fast to truth
(I don’t want to lose what I had as a boy.)
My heart still has a beat
But love is now a feat.
(As common as a cold day in LA.)
Sometimes when I’m alone, I wonder
Is there a spell that I am under
Keeping me from seeing the real thing?
Love hurts…
But sometimes it’s a good hurt
And it feels like I’m alive.
Love sings,
When it transcends the bad things.
Have a heart and try me,
’cause without love I won’t survive.
I’m fettered and abused,
I stand naked and accused
(Should I surface this one man submarine?)
I only want the truth
So tonight we drink to youth!
(I’ll never lose what I had as a boy.)
Sometimes when I’m alone I wonder
Is there a spell that I am under
Keeping me from seeing the real thing?
Love hurts…
But sometimes it’s a good hurt
And it feels like I’m alive.
Love sings,
When it transcends the bad things.
Have a heart and try me,
’cause without love I won’t survive.
I dont usually get all hung up on lyrics but i thought that this particular song really gets to how i am feeling.
Love really hurts but without it i won’t survive.
Only when you hurt, deep down in the darkest place in your soul, do you know you are alive
Only when your eyes burn, do you feel the hurt that love brings
Only when you are able to be naked and alone, can you see the love inside.
