Fustrated but happy!

Author: lane  //  Category: Daily Life

I’ll be having a week to myself.

Mas will be away for a week in S Korea and this quiet time may be just what i need.

Finally, A chance for solitude and a chance to have some quiet time.

Its not that he’s noisy, its just been work and him and work and some friends and him…I haven’t really had much time to enjoy being with myself.

 

Think i have been especially frustrated of late with one big issue. Having my own place!

When you have had a year of absolute( almost absolute) freedom, it isnt easy going back to having people watch your back and having to account for some of the things you do.

I never wanted independence in the past but its kinda different now.

I want a place to express myself. I want a place to be alone. I want a place to call my own.

I want to be truly independent and enjoy all the pain and suffering of not having a maid, a mom, a dad and someone to rely on. Its makes me less lazy and more respectful of simple daily activity.

I can have nothing, i can have an absolutely shitty day, but i still would have a place called home. Pls HDB, cant i get a ballot number that’s less than 1000?

And then, i am pretty happy with my job and i kinda think i might stick it through for a while.

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