Black Lovet

This boy is pretty special to everyone in Mas’s Family.

All cause he had the same problem as Mas Sister’s 2 year old son, Harris Boy.

Harris has been through numerous  major operations that were life threatening and would affect his vocal cords and speech. It was a really rough time for everyone in the family to watch a baby go through so much hardship and pain. It was even harder to hear the doctor say that he may lose his voice…..

When they look at this boy on American Idol who almost didnt have a voice, sing so damn well, i guess it gives them so much hope that Harris Boy will be able to overcome any obstacle and one need not believe everything a doctor tells them.

Harris boy continues to fight against the odds and is doing really well. He screams alot and his vocabulary is improving every day.

Theres always hope in everything in life, all we have to do is see it?

Only in my mind. Not to worry.

Its all the stuff i have to fight against! Its cause i never get things easy.

Today i am pissed off and kinda humiliated. So lets leave it at that.

Today in my mind, i quit, i quit quit quit.

In a woman’s mind, nothing is ever constant…. hahaha

Yea I have quite a bit of spare happy time!

Today was an okay day at work.

Got more or less some work done and am taking a breather after a serious project launch.

So off to preach the dengue and environmental message tomorrow.

I miss u MAS

I’ll be having a week to myself.

Mas will be away for a week in S Korea and this quiet time may be just what i need.

Finally, A chance for solitude and a chance to have some quiet time.

Its not that he’s noisy, its just been work and him and work and some friends and him…I haven’t really had much time to enjoy being with myself.

Think i have been especially frustrated of late with one big issue. Having my own place!

When you have had a year of absolute( almost absolute) freedom, it isnt easy going back to having people watch your back and having to account for some of the things you do.

I never wanted independence in the past but its kinda different now.

I want a place to express myself. I want a place to be alone. I want a place to call my own.

I want to be truly independent and enjoy all the pain and suffering of not having a maid, a mom, a dad and someone to rely on. Its makes me less lazy and more respectful of simple daily activity.

I can have nothing, i can have an absolutely shitty day, but i still would have a place called home. Pls HDB, cant i get a ballot number that’s less than 1000?

And then, i am pretty happy with my job and i kinda think i might stick it through for a while.

1)I managed to catch the movie adaption of Death Note over the past few days… i must say it was really good. L is super hot and in general it really lives up to the anime series. In a way the movie is easier to stomach unlike the anime which was down right scary. For me at least.

Highly recommended:

2)MAN VS WILD!

I used to be addicted to crocodile hunter and now i’ve found an even more exciting wilderness reality show.
Now,Bear Grylls has me hooked to the telly every Thursday nights,9 pm,Discovery Channel….
I love his name. Its weird like mine! hahaha

HOT HOT HOT

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