Black Lovet

I never wanted to go to a women’s doctor.
No Way…
Only when i get pregnant…
My mom says its horrible and its the reason why she doesnt take her pap smears.

But i had no choice..
My body hates this country so much. The weather, the water, the dry climate.

To sum up the experience.. i would say that i ALMOST fainted after standing up from the examining chair.
IT WAS NERVE wrecking and i may have to go again.. the discomfort is so…. Only a women would be able to comprehend this terrible sensation… ARGHHH…. i have never held my breathe for so long and i was administered a speculum for a ” virgo”, meaning a virign!!!! ITS STILL UNcomfortable..

thinking about it is making me white faced again.